Last night was my last night with Jean-François and I have to say it wasn't easy. My heart ached. But the things he told me to reasure me made me feel much better. I knew once I'd be over there and busy I'd be ok but it was just the departure part that I didn't like. But at least, I knew everything would be alright. I finally was able to joke around and tell him he'd be free of me beating him at Rock Band and could practice enough to maybe manage to beat me when Christmas came around !! I knew this experience was only going to bring us closer and make us stronger ! After 5 years of being together, we both knew what we wanted in life and were sure that we wanted those things together. He held me tight and promised I would have a great time. I always thought it was funny when he decided things for me. But he did it in such a nice way that it made me love him even more. I fell asleep in his arms with his voice telling me the sweetest things.
We said our goodbyes when his alarm clock went off at 4am. He repeated almost everything he had said the night before, wished me a nice and safe trip and told me he loved me about a hundred times. He told me to enjoy myself and to not forget about him ! How could I ?! After he left, I had trouble falling back asleep. I was both sad and excited. I finally managed to close my eyes around 5:15 but I knew I only had 30 minutes left to my night. I thought of getting up but finally slept a little more. I woke up on my own at 6:32. I turned around and stretched a bit before I realized my alarm clock hadn't went off. Jf had "supposedly" put it on for me but I guess something happened. I jumped out of bed, went for a quick pee, washed my face and waited by the window as mama was going to pick me up at 6:45. At least all of my things were ready. I couldn't help but think "Awww cute... he didn't want me to go"! My mom later said the same thing when I told her about the alarm not going off :)
We picked up mom's friend Edith in Carleton and took off for Rimouski. We spent our day in boutiques and wandered around Rimouski. Around 2:30pm, they dropped me off at my aunt's and around 3, we said our goodbyes. I knew mom felt like crying but she retained herself. As for me, I was ok with it. I was going to miss her but knew we would talk often also. Plus, I had shed all my tears the night before ! I reasured her and she told me how proud of me she was for going forward and persuing something of a kind.
At matante Micheline's, we had lasagna for supper. I had my laptop so I checked my e-mails and went on Facebook for a little while. My aunt had to go to the drugstore so I went with her and we walked around the mall for a while. When we came back, I took a shower, checked if my flight was still scheduled on time and went to bed (with my laptop) ! Tomorrow is a big day as I will be spending most of it in a car on my way to Quebec city and then waiting at the airport. Lets just say the most exciting part of my day will definitely be starting as i'll be taking the plane and especially getting off... IN TORONTO ! Meeting my new "family" . Oh my god ! I'm writting one last message to my wonderful boyfriend and then resting my head for the night. Keep you posted tomorrow night if I have time :) Xxx
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