In need of my best friend

As aweful as my last 2 weeks were, this one has been MUCH better. Although it has been a busy week with hockey and lacrosse, it has kept me occupied and well.. Kept my mind off things. I would be lying if I was saying I wasn't still sad a little, but it can't compare to what I was feeling last week. I still miss my boyfriend like crazy but everything else finally got into place. I've been doing math everyday and it's going not too bad. And the kids have been amazing this week. Great mornings, great attitudes and great evenings too. Good listeners !

Brian came home late last night so this coming weekend is my 4 day one. Because of all the sadness I've been feeling and the wanting to get away, I'll be flying to Qc friday morning for the weekend. Sara Ann and I are both in a period where we both just need to be together so we just decided that's what was best for both of us. 4 complete days with my best friend and Ayden :) Which means tomorrow is my last day for this week so I simply CAN'T wait for it to go by so I can sleep and fly to Qc City friday, early morning. I am looking forward to having some quite and alone time with Sara Ann. Having our chats and fooling around moments. And just appreciating each others presence. I don't know yet what we'll be doing, but we'll definetely be taking it easy and trying to get some rest. I just hope tomorrow is a nice day so I can at least say my whole week went well :) Of course, all of my complaining has brought alote of kind words from close ones and I can't even say how appreciated that was. I thought I'd share a few just because they are real nice messages...

Of course, my one and only amazing, wonderful and precious boyfriend has been there with the sweetest words and THANK GOD for Skype :) And Sara Ann whom i've been texting everyday non-stop to lament and cry. But there's also beautiful Joyel and Cutie pie Catherine who've said some sweet things. And mommy :)

Coucou ma puce. Je vois que tu files un mauvais coton. 

C'est certain que ce n'est pas évident d'être aussi loin, mais tu vas y arriver et tu seras tellement fière de toi après. 

Tu fais bien de venir à Québec en fin de semaine, ça va te changer les idées.

Ensuite au début février tu vas venir pour quelques jours. As-tu penser que peut-être une fin de semaine tu pourrais

aller visiter ton oncle Eddy? Je suis certaine qu'il serait content de te recevoir et le trajet doit

quand même se faire assez facilement en autobus.  Peut-être que début mars je pourrais m'organiser pour aller une semaine,

si Bryan et Nicole sont d'accord évidemment. Je sais également que tu en as plein ton casque avec les math,

mais ça aussi tu vas y arriver.

Je te laisse et on se parle demain.  Je t'aime fort ma cocotte. xxx

 I'm glad that you are feeling a bit better though and like I told you before,

you are super strong to be doing this and it's an amazing experience.

And i'm sure moments like Kennedy saying ''Thank you for babysitting us'' makes up for the distance

between you and your loved ones. On dirait que after the holidays are over we all need

some time to recover from it because it can be exhausting...

especially when you only have a small amount of time to see everyone and want to make the most of it.

I know I came back from la Gaspésie more tired than ever and had to head back to work and

my first day off all I wanted to do was sleep.
Try to get any rest you can in the mean time and just think,

before you know it, it will be the end of January and that much closer to seeing your man! :)

Ca passe vite.

(Joyel)

Hey Gorgeous !
J'ai lu ton blog, tu devrais vrmmm pas t'en faire !

I'm sure that it must be tough but things can only get better

and it was imposssssible that your days over there would all have been wonderful.

Ça arrive des journées comme ça, et c'est pas parce que t'es à Oakville

qu'elles sont pire que celle que tu pourrais avoir par ici.

C'est une bonne pratique pour quand tu vas être une maman, des fois aussi tu vas avoir le goûts

de brailler si t'as 3 kids qui sautent partout, même que ça va p-e plus te rentrer dedans ;)

Même si t'inculques les meilleures valeures à tes enfants,

c'est des enfants donc c'est certain que c'est pas toujours la vie en rose avec eux !

You should forget this little phase, the best is still to come, don't even worry about that !
Keep showing that smile Lyne Sexton !!!
xxxxxxxxx ♥

(Catherine)

 

 

Awww... I was telling my dad you were coming to Qc and that you were feeling

a little down and he said the first time he left home,

when he went back after the holidays, he felt really down and missed home like crazy... !

He said, Next thing you know, snow will melt and spring will be here.

You'll get peppy and then you'll come home :) 

(Sara Ann)

 

 

Needless to say these really helped upgrading my mood ! Jeese, even uncle Rey was in on it !!!  I Surely hope everything continues to go as well as this week.  For now, I will simply lay my head to rest for the night and pray for a nice day with Kennedy tomorrow. Then tomorrow night will be laundry and packing time for my getaway in Qc. Can't wait !

 

P.S.: Probably won't write until monday night or tuesday. Have a great weekend y'all <3